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heartbreak

Dear stranger,

Dear Maa, baba, As you know, we had a fight today and I stepped out of the home. I actually skipped the office and wanted to spend the day with myself because I felt I have no one in my life, not even the two of you. Every single time you tell me I will never be happy after marriage, no one will be able to handle me, and I will crave love and care even after marriage. Maa, can you please tell me how I can convince my tears not to fall because of these words of yours? When there was a little delay in my period cycle, how easily you doubted my character, as if I had done something for which you checked if there was anything related to that. The major thing — a deep sexual relationship — which I avoided with my partner, and which was one of the reasons for my recent breakup, knowing every single thing how can you make allegations and doubts like this about me, being a mother? Don't you trust me? Don't you trust in your "parvareesh"? If this is your way of showing concern, then I am sorry to say that I am losing my faith and my heart even in you. And at the age of 26, if I can lose trust in my parents, how can I trust my future partner? So in this way, your curses will come true, right? The person who doesn’t even know me is going to have the worst life partner in me. - Your 'only' Daughter. Note for the Readers: To think positively about yourself, you do need a positive environment. But it becomes a challenge when you have to keep motivating yourself even in a negative atmosphere. I know it’s the worst feeling, but the best part is I got my period the day after my mother hurt me with those harsh words. There is a line: "Have so much faith in yourself that even when you stay silent, your Aaradhya speaks for you.

— a stranger